Monday, September 8, 2008

Should I?

I feel very tired today~ since I have been sitting for at least 24hours, non stop. That's why my legs always pain and cramp after test and exam. Weird thing is always happened to like that de la... Doraemon

Finally I saw her today... I am not able to have my eyesight "eye to eye" with her. She looked like a plant that lost her water supply for periods... My emotion still not very stable; so when i think of her or meet her, i even have my tears dropped. The similar thing happened twice within a short period of time, can i take it well? How should i change my thought to become positive? Sure time is a necessity in healing, but, i think the time should be looooooong enough. The one nearest is the one hurt most, we, the outsider, we will never know, we just can stay beside and wait for her, or when she needs us...

i am a coward, who are not able to communicate when thing happened. i think i also need time, to think positively, to accept what had happened. That day we go for KLCC, a medical centre named twin tower medical centre, to look for a second opinion from a experienced well-known cardiologist. My sister described Koo's condition to him, at that moment, my heart beat slow, taste very sour, both of us also get some emotional effect on the doctor visit. He is actually a very good doctor, in both the professionality and personality. He explains everything to us detailed even he is in a rush of time. Doctor also can be good guy de~

There are many other things that we still sempat treasure in life~ so, be quick! Love my family and friends, take a very good care of them~ I still manage to "grab" some of my friends back, haha~ Thank you, thouk you for giving me chances. I believe that time also can seal back the relationship between us, us, and us~

Love truly. Feel true.

and... be quick! study Medical Microbiology

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