Long long long story (3 story combined together)~ dun scare of me tis terrible banana

Today actually feel very very bad. Ramlee macam berat hati for my leaving, Mr Leong also. Though today work load increase, cuz many sample, i handle them well, embedding good, my mounting workpiece as good as Ramlee. I change the staining solution today, this is terrible, the smell, summore the chemical bottle damn heavy, kena makan banyak banyak. These few days i manage to settle my work ard 12pm... Ramlee my teacher, we share many things... haha~ actually he's talkative la! Good in communication, for sure he got many experience in training~ haha!! These days i eat at King Crab and Marco's... Even Doctor also treat me eat~ this is scary~ haha~ very very nice to meet them la~ because i let them down mah (resign), so sometimes they will say: need to find another ppl dy... will b very busy ah~ only two ppl are working now~ I just can't help on this... truly, very sorry

I can say that this is a good experience for me. Always rushing for time. Always fight with the time. Sure i feel sad, because i like the job. Really. I memang upset and dunno how to comfort myself. I let go one of the options. I thought that will be fine even i choose one of them. But not exactly. Tomorrow mr leong many sample to embed, doing by himself alone. I din aware of this. Haiz.. I go tuition also no mood to teach. My student share his trekking experience to scare me i also din feel any scare. However, i assume that i already choose the one i want the most.. I Just need some time.

After i Come back i talk to few friends. Some aware of my unhappy. Some din. Some saw my msg "headache" already want to lari liao... My new "younger brother", make me feel more comfortable to myself, my situation now. He shared many. Quite good to chat with him. He's actually nice muscle man. Haha. He's Da MOUTH, i scare to share too many with him, but after talk to him, really feel better. Hahaha. Why suddenly think of him, because Jacky's song was playing on radio at night during my way home, i sempat sms him before he sleep. ^^ and dunno why suddenly he become my younger brother. Long long story. Hope he found his way too, and stay happy happy with his girlfriend ^^. Really miss the time we sing together! Haha, he Ke po why i m sad. I list out all the problem, from play, friend, family, career, love... For the love one, i ask him to find me a boyfriend, dunno why he said no good to have boyfriend too early, and most the guys today also no good.. [scary me kena tipu, wahahaha] career based problem i ask him to make me feel that my prospective way i going is very good and bright one... But i think the saddest thing is friend lo. But i dun want talk much about this now. I will share in blog when the time is right. He agree with me. Although we stil got no solution on this. Haha! As he said, just stay happy, dun too serious, no pressure.. Live happy. I shud learn! He n eric very best couple, i just jealous. Hahaha..

After that, i spent 2 and a half hour on the phone. Long time din talk on the phone for very long period dy! Three years? [last time because of that one i always spend time on phone] The person i talk to very nice de. But dunno why i suddenly want to call the person. Miss him? May be guar. But i feel i almost 'cake sei' him dy. Haha. Sure nice what, u can talk to me. WaHahaha! He asked me if i already change my target, haha~ i very Hua Xin one... sure got many target.... kakakka! I always said that as a friend i really scare of him, sometimes not comfortable with him.. Because of the outward feel he gave me. Just the feeling la. I very scare to TERdisturb him. Macam pijak harimau punya tail. Takut kena marah. But talk to him when he is free, i will feel better for sure, very sure, he shud b proud of this. And another thing, i feel tat sometimes he cincai reply me1. For sure i m not happy abt this, though he couldnt recall any of this, but i remember de. Busy, dun talk, nanti i "bu shuang", hahaha. Chat with him is very very very nice one. So, dun worry. U r the bestest place for me to share. So, i seldom look for u when i feel that u r busyING. I will not talk if i know u r doing things.

Evry1 must said, wah! Why u walk like a crab one! This is my bad side la. Evrybody has their weakness.. Sure i wil try to change. May b i too demanded of a friend who can stand by 24hr for me, i can stand by 24hr for the friend. Too demanded, mean no good la. Just make me sad nia. So dun promise too much that u hv time u hv time u hv time. I wil take it serious though u r not. Thats a committment, a promise. NEVER EVER PROMISE me IF U R NOT GOING TO DO.
My little xueqin for sure very fit this post <24hour, sure i wont disturb her for 24hour, i very good to her one, only talk longer to her when she look for me>, very happy to have this buddy. And she really can feel what my feeling and what i m thinking. She's the one tat not fully 100% understand me, but she always know my thought, tru guessing, and ask me to confirm. Very surprised! And i also can guess whats she gonna say out at the next moment. Weird le!

My ah gong got a new grandson dy! Sure he's happy to giv angpao! Hahaha. Ah gong nickname semakin bertambah, such as, harimau, lion, superman, apek, dai dai gao <big man>, crocodile in sarawak <as wat he said, lazy to move, wahahahaha>... From now i shud start to like crocodile dy since i have appointed him the name, blekk!
Due to his hardsell abt sarawak, i promise i will think about it la. ^^