hmmm.. kinda worry! But, its OKAY

But i think its ok de lah~ don't think too much~ Breath clean air~
I sendiri dapat tak apa, just worry about my family~ don't think don't think don't think~ Nothing will be happened~ I think i would just drop the job. Ya, i do think so.

The weather today is hot! Need something to cold myself down. When i'm thinking of cold, definitely Edward Cullen will pop up on my mind! Haha~ Crush on him for no reason.. but not Robert the real person, its the "Edward" character ^^ I dunno how many times i repeat the movie, cuz the streaming not good, the voice also not clear, no subtitle, need repeat several times to make things clear... I find out that if i like something or someone, i will listen to them word by word. Those not important one, i wil just response "huhh?", "ohh", "oh ya"... haha! Actually i m very serious de lah! Taking thing serious is good, but not too over, this is what i realized recently. I will learn, live happily ever after... haha... happy ending of the fairy tales, =P!

I will spend many many times on blogging~ hahaha~ i'm just wanted to keep a record, nothing special~ Might blog about ppl i meet... might blog about my outing... I m not so free, but still keen to blog~ i hope my brother won't blow me out of the house~ wahahahaha~ i cannot finish wat he assigned me to~ Help!!!! Me!!!! Its just a very new field for me~ and i cannot force myself to start without any encouragement/ motivation (甜头)... for example, treat me eat, buy the camera ASAP... haha~ This is wat the NUMBER saying, once lazy, very lazy; once doing, will strive until the end, squeeze out as much as i can (where my ability/ strength can reach); my bro actually hv the same number with me, but he's always automatically self motivated de... He plays the important role on doing the job to motivate me, but after i kena tembak (hurt so bad), kena marah tak habis-habisan... I will WAKE UP then... so pity~

Who said i m ambitious? who said that? who said that? ahahaha~ erm.. it has to be said in this way.. "originally i shud be the person who is ambitious"... Haha~ My greatest weakness is Lazy... paiseh~ can't help it. Erm.. I think, i am looking forward to jobs that can always travel, at the same time, meaningful, cheer ppl up, help ppl... which can help me grow... (definitely not physically) haha~ but the most important thing now, i shud upgrade myself first - emotion and adaptiveness. Learn to cheer up myself, love my own self more and even more... But i think when i m cooling down, panicLESS, everything will be just OkieZ... So, i need to learn CALM DOWN first when facing conflict, situations to make decision... I know, but, its hard. Sometimes i need to rely on my religious belief~ Sharing maybe... And i'm very used to communicate with my own self, as a result, i will be slow in response sometimes, wahahaha~ Don't mind ya~ when i m wandering or keep silencing... haha!


Talking about yesterday dinner~ Erm.. actually is good, but not the best. The price is cheap, ya~ cheap~ crab is very very fresh, but the taste is just normal lo~ The fish also very fresh~ Chicken is nice, the "sei dai tein wong" dish [a combination of four veggie (petai, eggplant, ladies finger, long bean) cook with sambal] is also nice~ May be next time will try Talapia (Fei Zhau Yu), the famous dishes of the restaurant~ I ate there b4, three years ago, lunch with my collegues (celebration of Hitting the sales target, if i'm not mistaken)... quite nice de. But i dun remember wat i was having at that time dy... ^^

Actually i also having lunch with my sissy and bro-in law at Nelson's Tan (Tmn Usahawan Kepong... ), the pre-celebration of father's day with them ^^ The salad very very very nice oh~ [although yesterday i feel tasteless on everything, i still feel its nice, means, very nice lo] Haha~ This is the third time i've been there, but the inner decoration changed alot cuz long time din go there... but my Unagi with egg (not a normal omelette), taste too sweet.. i m quite not used to the food which sweet in taste but in logically it shud be salty instead. Or a more common case recently exposed to me, Soybean milk become salty??? (definitely cannot eat soybean steamboat/ soybean noodles) haha~ difficult for me to accept~ [frowned]

Smile lah~ haha