Today i got many missed calls. Not because i missed them, i just don't want to be bothered while working. My work really stressing and I am working with two very experienced ppls; me, basic also don't have... I muka tembok one, even making mistake i also dun paiseh de... but, stressed lo. When they work rushy to finish all the work loads of the day, i pakai observe only lo, don't know what shud i do, very "ZHO TENG" (blockage), i wish i can help. After work, my sister called again. Why again? Recently she always called me... sometimes i cannot stand of her, she's long winded. Today, she dun feel really well, stomach pain, during pregnancy? Dued next month. I feel very scared lo. So i just do whatever she ordered. I bought all those food as she asked me to buy. I complain, so many food u can finish all ahh? But I want to make her feel better, so I just bought all and let her choose. When i reach her home, i can "feel" how the seriousness of her pain liao... Although i am late for my tuition, i am not willing to leave her there alone. Why she so stubborn and don't want come to our house leh? I left after my brother in law come back, along with Yu. Though she's crying and dun want leave her papa. May be too tired, she slept on my thighs in the car. I feel safe, and she feel sound [safe and sound]. Just comfortable! ^^ I hold her just like holding something/someone i trust...
Is that ok if i throw him away from my eyesight, my mind.... Is that ok if i just let go of what i think of recently, abt doing master... I totally hv no time to think any of these stuffs... These few dayss, I easilyl get mad if i hv been awaken by any sms coming at the midnight... Because i am so tired, cannot sleep well. Those friends sometimes very Wu Liao to send sms on 1 or 2am... [no need sleep ahh] one of them which i dun like to be friend, still sms me... Shud i tell him ah? Shud i tell him why i behave like this [ignoring him] and stop bugging me...? HEADACHE AHHHH!!!
Why my temper semakin look alike with my Ah Gong? Cham lo... I must change... But sometimes I cannot control... I dun want release my temper on anybody... especially those i love...
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Haha.. Fresh workers usually observed d la. Same like me. I observe and ask them to teach me lo to learn faster. ^ ^
Wah.. my granddaughter so laku oO.. i think tat most of them forget me d. Dun bother to sms me. Haha.. Only my granddaughter choi me. Me happy d. Haha..
p/s: Eham.. ur ah gong's temper very bad mei? Haha.. He promise u oO.. he will smile again like last time. (",)
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