His name.. a very superficial talk about him

He's someone very guai... A friend I know 5 years+ ago.

He told me b4... he dun like his name. But they are sound okayz to me ^^ I also share with him my very difficult writing name and the processs i adapted to my name. He got an alternative, Victor (haha! same with my ex-coursemate), his surname is also the same with him too...

He's the one who always wake me from sad. I cant explain how he can do that, no logic at all. He's sot sot, i'm also sot sot, so we are in the sot sot gang guar... Perhaps when i'm chatting with him, I won't remember anything that frustrating my mind now. Though most of the time he only got three significant responses, "cham, how, LOL..."

I read through the message history we have had, since 1st June 2009. I was giggling throughout the REVISION of the conversation history (in order for me to recall, so that i can blog) [By the way, my family thought i Siau dy, cuz i also LOL at the mean time ^^] I admitted that i m really bad in keeping things or memories in my mind, many things I really cannot remember, really cannot recall. I found that some question i have asked him twice or three times already, ^^" everytime he also patiently answer me. And I also realize that, my way of speaking also very rude loh... ><" Really sorry for treating him so bad. Because he always find me at the not right time, after venting to him (just the temper, not sharing yet), i sure will end the day in better mood with him ^^

I never meet a friend that obey me like that. So he always call me jiejie, and I terpaksa call him didi. Didi should always follow jiejie orders XD! When I say i want that, when he cant do it, I mad, he sure will do something alternatively make me happy back. Though he's paiseh paiseh, but i m enjoy enjoy then enough lo ^^ Good boy! Haha! I am too enjoy in this fake fake sister and brother relationship, wakakaka!!

He always complain me, why you always go here go there travel de? [Sibeh jealous... ] Dun jealous, u can too... just take a long leave then go relax lo! And he always complain to me about his Kuli working life.. Hey! Me too! *Give me five* Life is always that sien, or boring, perhaps we should find something very meaningful and exciting to do? Dun complain, like what you said, if you are happy, just try to enjoy it 100%; If u r sad, he will just tell me "don sad"... very precious words from his mouth cuz he not often said something to comfort me... cool enough yo? Ya. Very cool. That day he open his webcam mah... to let me see his new haircut (as I requested ^^), he's really really very cold leh.... erm... I can feel something from that moments. Erm.. how to say. He's someone that i really dunno, and dun understand. And sometimes I will feel frustrated cuz many years already, yet everything i know about him is just very superficial. May be to him, he's ok with that =) But i m not ok with that =( haha! 顺其自然， 朋友也要靠缘份的 ^^ (just let it be naturally, friendship is also rely on fate de) One thing i can feel from him... 淡淡的忧伤？ (If one day he got chance read this... he must laugh till fainted or lighter.. stomach cramp) Yes. I m sensitive with this, even he dun admit this, I still very confident with it. Even he "smile" in the msg, but he dun really smile... He's very fake, sometimes untrustable... haha! (That's wat i always claimed him as... and only one response from him, "haizz... sad") Hope he can find someone that can make him smile and laugh from heart, be confident to yourself! You are good looking, your body is fit... So, you are blessing ^^

But dunno why lo. He's really scare me bu shuang him. Izzit me too hot tempered or what? ahaha! Blek!

Why everyone keeps telling me, "i got cow tempered" or "i got tiger tempered"? But the one who always released temper is me.... kerker! Perhaps I never experience the degree of cowness of him... so... no comment!

Some friends said i am very good in reading people mind. I said, Not really. If u really use ur heart to feel them, and they are not keeping themselves or close their doors too tight, then u will know how they feel, what's in their minds. Perhaps I m in a higher degree of sensitivity. May be. =)