He's the one who always get ready there to be POKED by me =)

No idea I spent how many days and still leaving blank for this post... very weird, as i never met a person that I dunno how to blog about.. perhaps the HERO is being exposed in the blog? Haha!

He's a big kid! Blek!

Why i said so?

I have many many evidenceeE, but I just showed one of them!
Everytime I proposed I want to go after something, he definitely will say "i want too", then he will give me an innocent response "@@"... especially when talking about food! Harimau yang cukup pandai makan, I know he has a great stomach too ^^ I called him crocodile/alligator/ buaya before, because of the photo he took at the crocodile farm... and the crocodile is smiling to him when he's shooting it that time =S ..... He told me about his japanese name Ryuuko Chojin too, the meaning is either lion or tiger (i prefer tiger) + superman~ wahahahah! Grand right? Hehe!

First of all... I dun like crocodile (hmmm... reptile, scary)... and i also scare of tiger tooo... ~~~~~~ that's mean i afraid of him, since the beginning, since I noticed the presence of him in BM... after we have some interactions, that time I still not understand him... though now not much different... he still quite "ROOOARRR"ing....!!

^^"

He said he is a person with a very bad temper, tiger tempered? Haha! I didn't fear any of his temper, I experienced some before, not very GENG version, but no matter how GENG, I will try tolerate, dun worry, that's what friend should be. Becoz, i think my POWER even AWESOME than he does. Listen! I will always there be patient to everyone. I won't go away (though i always say like that) I m strong enough in personality. Friend won't scare hurt if he/she is your real friend

I still remember my very first interaction with him, it happened in the bus to Terengganu, he and me laughed at something that only noticed by both of us/ felt by both of us at the same moment. Before that, we went some group outings but not much communication between us. Guess that our comm. rapport still yet to synchronize?

And i know Lau Yew Soon = Work, while me = Play... we are quite different ppl. I always play guessing with him, guess what, guess what... everytime i can tembak correctly, that's so brilliant of me (wakakkaka!!!). I told u already, i m quite sensible, especially after the sharing we have... He is also a very sensible person, provided when he is concentrated. But recently he's really very bad in sensing people, especially this friend (me). He's always be my good friend to share when i m really fed up. He will listen to me, and share something that actually can make me feel better ^^ he's not a good motivator, but he's the friend that can strive through the hardship together with me. To a friend, a comfortable companionship is very important... How to define the "comfortable"? Erm, means you clear about what the friend really needs, what can make the friend feel better but not worsen, or even make him/her feel pressure or upset. He always play a very good role in this.

He's different from other guys. A lot. He's a family man at that young age. Pui Fok! (if dunno this word ask other ppl la, i dunno translate) He likes to cook (i know man like to cook also, but he cook for his family de loh, geng!), he dun like sports car, he got many sands go ACCIDENTALLY into his eyes when watching drama, he's act woman sometimes (may be because he's my ah gong?) so he's loso sometimes... my chinese sometimes pitch will run abit XD XD pronunciation... cuz i talk to him few times on the phone, my tones become very different also, bertukar macam the style dia cakap mandarin... =.=" OMG! This also can be contagious?

But i m really sad, upset when see him so down, i cant do anything to help him... I cannot deny that i m very straightforward, and not considerable, berlagak sometimes... I m not a good friend too... sometimes I cannot adapted to ways of ppl talking, sometimes I really like some other ways ppl express their thought... my brain doesn't work well with my mouth, but my eyes and ears very sensitive... i can easily get offended, (i m a person that take words so serious and listen to every single word) I m not a magnanimous nor generous person, jealousy 100%++, strongly feel the sense of self protection... but most of the time they wont showed up on my face... but thru behaviour sometimes... narrow minded, though i forgive, but i wont easily forget about what had done by other ppl on me, that hurt me. But ppl wont know when they had hurt me, what have they done. THat's horrible... so sometimes i rather isolate myself for some periods... i dun want to talk when i feel unsecure, until i see my way ... not me selfish, i dunno if the six year i stayed back at teluk intan that make me become "this"... i take my PRIDE too heavy and protect myself too over... now i gradually feel the complete family love from my family dy... feel more secure dy... Family is very important from time to time. It can change a person life if anything goes wrong with it. Good communication is very critical. Eih... why suddenly talk about this? Just want to bring out the family term. And about i m someone that very unpredictable, want to grab everybody's attention all the times (wahahahha!!) What is fake what is real... think urself lo... =) i think i told him this before... if not mistaken. He's always in the expressing mode (perhaps not everyone can feel his expressing way, haha!), i m always in the keeping mode... another contrast point between this two friends... hah! If the doors of heart are not closing too tight, with a true heart, listen carefully the way of interaction, you can feel. Door closed! Blek!

I do observe him sometimes. He's originally a very shining and blazing guy! That's what i predict what the person he is before we know each other. After we start to talk, i realize that he's someone that always acting cool. Yup. I can't touch his smile in the photo, i cannot feel it at all, even he is smiling~ =/ (ps: Sometimes his cool pose is really really COOL!) but now i can feel the feeling he want to express from his shooting, not all lah, some... ideally.

Photography is his life
Blog is the way he keeps his life

Designing make his life even sparkling and wonderful

He should be the SOMEONE who keep chasing his dream... freely~ he has a passionate personality, I noticed it very well when he's in photography and designing. Dream is an important driving force to life, family is the supportive backbone to life, DREAM can be achieved in many ways, u can take a roundabout turn to see which road is the most suitable to you, get the most supports from those people that u care 'bout. The PLACE (east or west) is your big concern or life career is your dream to chase?

c'est la vie! That's life! You want something then u need to sacrifice something... Just try ur best!

U see! A little bit messy hair becoz of the hood + sweat alot with a Moo Moo on his hand
(Is that a Moo?)

R we good friend? I cannot answer this.. i would say a friend that very good to poke (any difference?) Eih... where's my red sea!!!